2 Tired

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New home

New shop

Both need me

I am too tired

But I am happy

Hope both will be nicely done

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This Is The End

hahaha...
1st year totally cant accept
almost 2nd year half cant accept
after received his reply
seems like he really have nothing feeling about me...
dont know he pretended or seriously
but he mentioned "seriously"
then i wanna take it seriously also..
hohoho....
wanna stop here...
wanna take all the ways that can help me from longing to him...
seriously...
GOOD BYE
seriously....
THIS IS THE END !
seriously...
NO TURNING BACK....
seriously....
hahaha....

The Day I Met Him Again

mmm...
almost 2 years...
masih xdapat lupa...
hebatnya cinta...
kalau masuk exam ni mesti A + +
haha....

9th february..
attended his sister's wedding...
i am so excited meeting him...
face to face..
how i am going to face him...
almost two years...
cant see his eyes directly...
cant hold it even 5 seconds...
but it went smoothly..
we can smile to each other...
we didn't talk about our past...

i felt so happy when he curious whether i am going or not...to the wedding...
i felt that he want meet me...
see me...
just my feeling...

that day..
i am so happy...
to see him back...
his smile...
mmmm...
his family...
accept me...
so friendly...
although they knew that me and him not together anymore...
abah...
mak...
kak fizah..andak...ateh..uda...acik...dll...
ada sorang ni..acik liza agaknye...siap peluk lagi before balik...
pelik2...tak rapat sangat pun dgn dia...but i felt so happy...huhu...

mmmm..
i miss him more....

Jiran Ku Yang Handsome

" Ibu, Ibu....

Tadi abg hensem tengok orang..."

hahaha....

lama tak cakap macam ni kat ibu bile balik dari kerja...

dah lama tak nampak abg hensem tu...

baru harini nampak...

sejak dah drive ni...

kalau dulu jalan kaki tempuh rumah dia dulu...

bukan kerap tapi adelah 1 2 3 kali jumpa...

senyum macam tu jelah..

malu...hahaha...

mak dia kalau nampak mesti tegur...

"pergi kerja ke..."

"bawakla payung, hari nak hujan.."

and macam2 ler...

skrg dah x jumpelah...

rumah dia pun dah renovate..

pagar bukan main tinggi..

haha..

lemas tengok rumah dorang...

macam manelah dorang boleh duduk macam tu..hehe..

ayah kata...

"tulah...kamu asyik nak intai dia je, tu yang buat pagar tinggi2..."

hahaha...

ofkos la bukan sbb saya ayah...

sebenarnya takla handsome..

tapi comel...

sweet smile....

kalau cakap kat ibu yang abg hensem tu tengok, senyum kat saya..

ibu senyum sambil kata "perasan..."

adelah pernah sekali..cakap kat ibu...

kate ada berita gembira nak bagi tahu...

ibu excited nak dengar..then ceritalah...

"abg hensem tengok orang, senyum kat orang..."

ibu gelak2 siap cubit lagi....

hahaha...

lawak2...

ayah lagi best...

mula2 dulu lah...

selalu cerita kat ibu jek..

agaknye ayh terdengarla..

tanya lah rumah manelah..abg manelah..haha...

setiap kali lalu je depan rumah dorang

ayh asyik tengok jek...

haha..lawak2...

skrg tak kot..

rumah diorang banyak pakai kete viva...

ibu pun kata.. kakji pun ada viva jugak...

haha..

mula2 dulu..

bila cakap kat ibu yg mak abg hensem tu tegur...

ibu katelah..pergilah baik2 dengan mak dia...

ambil hati mak dia dulu...

hahaha..xmau ar...

bila cakap yg terserempak dgn abg hensem...

ibu kata tegurla...

mana tahu dia tu lelaki pemalu..

kene perempuan mula dulu ke..

hahaha...again..xmau ar...

hehe...

lama dah nak cerita pasal abg hensem ni..

tergendala aja...

emmm...lepas ni xdapat lah nak tengok ,nak terserempak dgn abg hensem lagi...

skit lg nak pindah rumah...

waaaa....

Good Bye Abg Hensem....