Dear Babe

when someone called you 'Dear'

Hello dear...
Yes my dear...

won't you feel warm...?

when someone addressing you 'Babe'

Babe...
Yes babe...

won't you feel the person is actually wanna called you 'baby'  ?

Hahahaha....
Azidah...Azidah...
this is what people said " syok sendiri"

mmmmm...

think about it....
the person who called you these
must be the person 
who is so friendly with you...
who is so close to you..
then you will feel like what i feel...
happy happy happy

if they aren't
then you must be feel weird...
'tiba-tiba....' words that come across your mind...
hahaha... 
but inside deep down still feel happy...
=p ( i'm softhearted ) 

mmmmm....

i text to him...
he replied...
he started with 'babe....
i felt so different...
he use to call me 'baby' before...
wanna tell him this...
but i don't dare to tell him..
afraid he will think that i'm think that he still like me..huh...

with one word... "babe" .... it really disturbing my feeling..........till now..
arghhhh.....

love story

somehow i know him better after we broke up...
i know how his working
i know why he always late
he told me all these...
regret not knowing all these before i made up my mind
regret not ask him before
regret not understand him before
but he himself not let me know before
but past is past
but i still remember about it
he said he had settled down his feeling
yet not me
he is the one who i broke his heart
hurt him before
but now he is the one who comfort me
by saying 'haih...gone long time ago...cheer up la...past is past...life must go on...'
after i said to him that i'm not settle down my feeling yet...
somehow i felt this was funny...huhu...
huuu....love him...still....love him....
think about it...
i hate my feeling...
always thinking....
is he really settle down his feeling???
i cant read inside his heart...
this make me ggggrrrrrrr...geram....
yet we still be good friend...
sometimes he do tell about his life...
i felt acceptable...
as a friend...
still feel good...

=)

he love purple

Family, Friends, Sweetheart

My family...

ayah is doing fine...

just worried about me...

especially my job...

sorry ayah...

i'm trying to get out of the comfort zone as u wish...

ibu is not fine...

heard that Ila will going to USA...

I know what you feel mom...

Adibah is much better...

Dah tak mengamuk time nak pergi sekolah...

Dah tak dengar ibu marah2 pagi2...

Ana, i hope you will be strong there...

Ila, Aida.....both of you too....be strong there...

My beloved friends....

Miss you much.....

Wanna spend time with you someday....

Less communicate lately... 

Hu ha hu ha no more....

So sad...

What to do...

we have own things to do...

Yet will find a right time to meet you...

My Sweetheart

will i found him in 2013???

#i wish miracle could happen this year