=Today My Life Begin=

Happiness will find me !!!

=JULY 2O11=

JULY 2011

WISH

= Everything that i'll do will ran smoothly

= I can get anything i want

= Lebih tenang in doing anything

= Can put aside things that unrelated

= More focus on myself

= Can always be positive thinker

= Close more to family

= Can get job faster, easily

= More careful in making any decision

I LEARNT FROM THE PAST

= I cannot have 'overdose' of 'hope'

= I cannot love someone something 'many percents' 

= I need to be a brave girl

= I must say 'NO' or 'I Won't' when it's not right

= I have to express my feeling at that moment

= I cannot keep my sad or angry feeling in my heart too long

= I have to be a seriously hardworking lady

=1 JULY 2011=

RISAU

Today (28/6/11)

Although i'm not his friend at fb

I see his fb wall daily,his activities in fb

But today,

No comments at his fb wall
No any activities at fb
RISAU

When he 0n9 ym,
Although we not chat together,
I know he is there.
But today,
He not appear at ym
RISAU

Now, i can only see him from the far
When he on9 fb or his ym
I'll know he is there
When he silent like this
I'm afraid if something bad happen to him
Ya Allah...lindungilah dia dr ape2 kejadian yg x menyenangkan...
RISAU

Sunflowers Please Shine My Life

28/6/11~

Setiap hari selasa ade citer Ana Lu'Lu' di TV3. Bile tgk citer tu, baru sedar yg cantik jugak bunga matahari nih... kuning...ceria...boleh membuat hati gembira bile tgknye....i wish nak tanam sunflowers kat rumah i nnt...muehehe....bile sedey, boley la tgk bunga tu....if tanam roses, xbest sbb pokok rose ni ade duri..tajam wo...tp xsure la sunflowers ade jg duri ke x..rs mcm xde jek..hihi...Yang pasti the seeds of sunflowers  i really like la...haha..tambah2 kuaci Char Cheer...sodapnye...Mmg feveret la...

Me with sunflowers at Fraser's Hill

Boyzone

-I like the songs from Boyzone-
-Sayang group ni dah berpecah-

No Matter What

Every Day I Love You

Picture Of You

Love Me For A Reason

I Love The Way You Love Me

Baby Can I Hold You

All That I Need

Love Is A Hurricane

Father And Son

You Needed Me

When The Going Gets Tough

Key To My Life

Isn't It A Wonder

Coming Home Now

So Good

Love You Anyway

A Different Beat

When You Say Nothing At All

Burning

I don't understand why

See it's burning me to hold onto this

I know this is something I gotta do

But that don't mean I want to

What am I'm trying to say that I love you

Sending pages I ain't supposed to

Got somebody (family and friends) here but I want you

I know i made a mistake

Now it's too late I know he ain't coming back

What I gotta do now

To get my honey back

I don't know what I'm gonna do now without him

You've been gone for too long

It's been thirty five days

I'm be burning till you return

Some Quotes (Adapted from FB)

* If it still hurt, it means you care

* If the person you love doesn't love you back, just imagine you are the letter E in the word LOVE, You are there but never pronounced.

* I think the only reason why I'm still trying, after all this time and all this hurt, is because I still believe in the perfect possibility of us

* In life u can buy anything but not love..You can fake a smile but not happiness...You can lie to others but not to urself...You can change your mind but never your heart...

* Just like seasons, people change

* I hate insomnia not because it doesn't put me into sleep but puts me into the state of reminiscing memories which i know i cant bring back

* It's good to look back, it's better to move on

* It's true that people can move on..but..you can never deny the fact that only Amnesia and death can erase memories

* To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot even if you don't understand her at all

* What's the difference between your and my smile??? U smile when you happy and I smile when you are happy.

* The greatest lost is when relationship DIE inside us...while we are alive....

* The wounds of love can only be healed by the one who made them

HARAPAN ==>

* Dipermudahkan segalanya

* buruk dpt dielokkan

* keruh dpt dijernihkan

* jahat dpt dibaikkan

* salah dpt deperbetulkan

* sedih dpt digembirakan

* luka dpt disembuhkan

* kurang dpt dibanyakkan

* malas dpt dirajinkan

Kegembiraan Tak Berpanjangan

Kegembiraan tak berpanjangan...
i believe with this statement....
if kite gembire..jgn la kite terlalu rs bahagia...
sbb gembire boleh bertukar kepada sedih...
dlm gembira boleh ade sedih...
betul org kate..if arini kite sngt gembire, esok munkin kite akan nangis kesedihan
Gembira itu rezki dr Tuhan
Sedih itu ujian dr Tuhan
Gembira itu juga ujian dr Tuhan
Menguji sama ada kite lalai atau tidak dgn kegembiraan yg Dia bagi....
Pasti kegembiraan tidak akn berpanjangan
Sbb kite semua akan berpisah suatu hari nnt....
Bersyukurlah apa yg ada....
Hargailah selagi ada....
Semua berhak rasa gembira....dan sedih...
Jgn la hanya bila sedih baru nak dkt kan diri pada-Nya...
Berpada-pada lah bile gembira....

Penyesalanku

U : Bende dah jadi..menyesal pun xgune....
I  : I still rs menyesal sbb I still need U...
U : Terimalah hakikat yang kita x bersama lagi...
I  : Cant forget U after had love U so much...
U : Bkn mudah juga utk U melupakan...
I  : U, Come back into my life....
U : Hard to say...
I  : Plez....

Yang Tahu

Dlm family aku, hanya 2 3 org je yg tahu aku dah xde pape dgn kamu....adik2 ku, ayh ibu ku langsung xtahu....mcm mane nak bg tahu..dorg pun ade masalah dorg sendiri...ibu yg xberapa sehat...ayh yg ade masalah kewangan...adik2 yg sibuk dengan hal masing2....kalau kamu...semua family kamu tahu....and i know ur big family, all of them want you to forget me....oleh sebab itu, mungkin dah xde harapan untk aku berbaik dgn kamu...ahhhhh....why all his happened to me....am i too wrong.....dah xde sape diantara kamu yg cube nak memahami aku.....adakah dorg lg kenal aku smpi boleh ckp mcm tu? bkn nak slh kan dorg, dorg mestilah nak pertahan kan kamu....kamu kan keluarga dorg....dorg nye life x same dgn kite..dorg senang...x sesusah mcm kita...kamu lg tahu diri aku dr dorg.....i am so sad...rase mcm dihina...rase mcm kalo berbaik semula pun akn dicemuh oleh keluarga kamu...arghh....

kamu slalu nak aku paham kamu...tapi kamu ade sekali x cube nak paham aku...rs sedih mcm aku....rs kehilangan mcm aku...rs rindu mcm aku....langsung xde rs kasihan....??? tahulah aku slh....buat keputusan x pikir panjang.... tp xde ke kamu rs yg kate2 ku itu ade benarnye...i am so sad.....kamu dl ungkit 2 3 hari aku x msj kamu...aku msj kamu tp xbnyk...tp kamu ade ingat x yg kamu pernah buat lebey teruk dr tu...smpi seminggu..bkn sekali tp 2kali..ade ke aku ungkit balik pasal tu haritu....ingat?sedey sngt....am i too bad dimata kamu.....???? haish....give up dah rasenye.... I'm so sorry hakim for what i did to you...break ur heart...I really wanna live with you....I'm so sad....Hanya Allah saja yg tahu perasaan aku dikala ini....~

~~, Happy Birthday Hakim ~~,

Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke-22 Hakim ! 

May all your wishes come true !

Sorry sebab selama ini xpenah, x berpeluang nak sambut birthday kamu....

nak sangat sambut birthday kamu....

bagi kek kat kamu....mcm2 nak buat.....tp x berpeluang...

Kegembiraan kamu kegembiraan zidah...

Jika akim gembira, zidah gembira..

Jika akim sedih, zidah turut rasa sedih....

From the call td, zidah dpt rase akim mcm xnak cakap dgn zidah....

zidah paham....tp zidah nak ucapkan terima kasih 

sbb masih sudi terima panggilan drpd zidah walaupun hanya sekejap...

rindu suara kamu...

rindu kamu...

~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~

~Percaya Padaku~

aku tak tahu apa yang ku rasakan
dalam hatiku saat pertama kali
lihat dirimu, melihatmu

seluruh tubuhku terpaku dan membisu
detak jantungku berdebar tak menentu
sepertinya aku tak ingin berlalu

berikan cintamu juga sayangmu
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku

ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku

saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh
izinkan aku tuk selalu menantimu
untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu (ingin dirimu)

agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu
mencintaimu aku akan menunggu
hingga dirimu kembali untukku

tolonglah aku bagaimana diriku
ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu
dalam hatiku ku cinta padamu

berikan cintamu juga sayangmu
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku

Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku... Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku.. Tak ada yang lain.. Hanya kamu

Dia memang hanya dia
Ku s’lalu memikirkannya
Tak pernah ada habisnya
Benar dia, benar hanya dia
Ku s’lalu menginginkannya
Belaian dari tangannya
Mungkin hanya dia
Harta yang paling terindah
Di perjalanan hidupku
Sejak derap denyut nadiku
Mungkin hanya dia
Indahnya sangat berbeda
Ku haus merindukannya


Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku
Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu
Tak pernah ada
Takkan pernah ada


Benar dia, benar hanya dia
Ku s’lalu menginginkannya
Belaian dari tangannya
Mungkin hanya dia
Indahnya sangat berbeda
Ku haus merindukannya


Back to Reff


Ku ingin kau selalu di pikiranku
Kau yang selalu larut dalam darahku
Tak ada yang lain
Hanya kamu
Tak pernah ada
Takkan pernah ada


Lirik Lagu Geisha – Tak Kan Pernah Ada dipersembahkan oleh Lirik Lagu Indonesia Terbaru

When there was silence...

When there was silence..
There might be undergo process of avoiding, ignoring, forgetting...

When there was silence...
Here in heart full of questions...

When there was silence...
Mind cant stop thinking about there...

When there was silence...
Here count the times has gone by...

When there was silence...
Here just waiting for the changes...

When there was silence..
Here hope for the good will come....

When there was silence...
Here cant forgive of what had happened...

When there was silence...
Here hope there was fine...

When there was silence..
Here hope the wound at least can be heal...at least...

When there was silence...

When the incident happened, your love was fly away time by time...you said...
When there was silence, my love was fly away time by time....i said...

Sounds that i'm hopeless....
Should I lost hope???
No....
I'll give more time to you...&
I'll give more time for myself too...

Hope..
Your love will fly to me back time by time..~

Pretending???

Are you pretend not care bout me?

Are you pretend forgetting me?

Are you pretend not miss me?

Are you pretend not love me?

Are you pretender?

Are u pretend to be like that?

Are you happy by pretending like that? 

- Please Be True With Your Heart -

SS501

A Song Calling For You

Love Like This

Deja Vu

Fighter

Unlock

Everything

Chance

Warning

Distance

Lucky day

You Are My Heaven

Bye Bye

Song For You

Stand By Me

Never Again

Let Me Be The One

Because I am Stupid

I'm your man

Making a Lover

Kim Hyun Joong ( KHJ )

Please, Be nice to me...

Thank You

I ......... you !

Daily Questions~

What you do now?

Where are you?

How are you?

How is your life without me? 

Easy or Hard?

Are you happy now?

Am i disturb you?

How is your work?

 Much work as usual?

Are u permanently work with your brother?

How is your family?

Did anyone of your family hurt you?

Dah makan?

Did u still remember me?

Did you still keep our pictures?

Did you still keep my telephone number?

Did you still make my picture as your wallpaper?

Did you ever think of me?

Is there me in your dream?

Did you feel me?

Did you care about me?

Did you already forget me?

Don't you miss me?

Is there any piece of love for me?

Did you already find another?

Did you read my blog that i send to you?

Did you listened to the songs?

Did you realize that i still love you, miss you, waiting for you, need you..?

Can you forgive me?

Did you realize that i cant forget you?

Don't you wanna reply me?

Everyday..these questions come in my mind...hope to get the answers soon....

I MISS YOU

HAKIM 

Songs I Adapted From Nora Elena Drama

Terhenti Di Sini

Biar Hati Mencintai

Sesuatu Yang Berbeza

Jangan Kau Pergi

Berubah

Dan Bila Esok

-keep waiting-

Songs in Me

actually...i wait for you to say sorry....

Sorry, Blame it on me

tired waiting for that, i made my own decision to break up with you...i made a stupid mistake....i should bear with it..i should endure with that kind of situation...i should understand you...

Stupid Mistake

i realized...i still need you....

I Need You Now

Degree In My Hand

17th June 2011- Got the final result...Alhamdulillah...i pass all the subjects...Neurology the killer subjects passed...fuhhh...lega....no worry bout repeat that course....syukur Alhamdulillah...Thanks sesangat untuk semua yg membantu....Officially dah habes blaja di UiTM...yeayyy...xsaba nak konvo....Even though x dpt result yg gempaqq, ttp bersyukur...itulah usaha yg dah ku lakukan selama ini...Fuhh...if i could share this with hakim...he will or will not listen to me??? i not know...ummmmm...3years...BIOLOGY...macam x pecaye plak dah habis kan....hehe...

AS class....i will miss you all....

jumpe konvo nanti ye kengkawan... =) all the best utk semua...Hope each of you will get a better life ahead...!

MUHAMMAD HAKIM BIN MOHD. NASIR

(2/8/2007-23/5/2011)

Dekat 4 tahun menjalin cinta bersamanya. 

Putusnya krn zidah. Banyak kenangan manis kite. 

Ada juga terselit kenangan pahit. 

Dan perpisahan ini menjadi kenangan paling pahit. 

Lagi pahit bg kamu hakim..zidah tahu...

Terlalu bnyk kesalahn dah zidah lakukan kat hakim...

maafkan zidah...

zidah terlalu ikutkan perasaan...

zidah terlalu rindu kamu akim....

setiap hari setiap masa.....

zidah nak tebus balik salah zidah...

berilah zidah peluang sekali lagi..

Pulanglah kembali pada zidah...

(Doakanlah kami dapat bersama kembali)

love quotes of the day

• when you look at me, speak to me and laugh with me, you always make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
• love me like you'll never see me again.
• love is the person you think about during the sad songs.
• loving you is like consuming drugs. it seems so good but it kills.
• just because love hurts, doesn't mean i don't love you.
• true love doesn't consist of holding hands. It consist of holding heart.
• love is something amazing, hard to explain, easy to be in, can make your days 10x better but can break your heart 10x worst.
• I wanna move on but i'm scared i'll never find anyone like you.
• I'm afraid to know that you're no longer mine.
• You are not everything in my life but you are the most special person in my life.
• If you cant get over someone, maybe there is a reason why they are still still in your heart.
• Loving someone is like trying to peel off a band-aid. You want to do it , but you  are afraid its gonna hurt.
• No matter how hard i have tried, i can never care less about you.
• love doesn't always have a happy ending. Just because you love someone so much, doesn't mean they are the right one for you.
• communication to a relationship=oxygen to life.
• Sometimes one has to make us cry, just to make us realize that we deserve someone who makes us smile.
• The one who actually loves you will never use or abuse you but protect you from those who will try.
• A girl loves it when you call or text her every night and wish her sweet dreams.
• Love makes time pass. Time makes love pass.

Quotes of the day

• I cant get angry, I cant be sad, I cant cry, I cant be too happy, I cant care, I'm becoming a PRETENDER!
• If i treated you the way you treat me, I'm sure you'd hate me.
• The only way you may correct the bad things in your past is to add better things to your future.
• If u want to be given everything, give up everything.
• Making a different mistake every day is not only acceptable, it is the definition of progress.
• The key to life is to have a bigger ear (listener) rather than a bigger mouth(talker).
• Dont always say that 'there is still time' because there is also a concept of' 'too late'.
• Don't promise when you are happy. Don't reply when you are angry. Don't decide when you are sad.
• If you fall down seven times, make sure you stand up eight times.
• Don't be too much in love with money. There are many other things more precious to be loved : Family, Friend and Health.
• You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you cant close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.
• Running from problems wont solve them, it will haunt you more.
• The past cannot be changed, forgotten, edited or erased. It can only be accepted.
• Patience is bitter but it bears sweet fruits.
• Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground.
• Pain is the best motivator.
• Life must go on, no matter what.
• We always make mistakes everyday. Cause we are young and we still learning from our mistakes so we can be better next time.
• Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak. Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.
• Life is a mystery, not misery.
• You may delay, but time will not.
• Always remember.. you're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think.